Sometimes I juz think I shouldn't do anything.. Jiamin mentioned to me that she has something to tell me.. But not now.. I probed and probed.. I juz wan to know what is it.. And she seem veri unwillingly to speak it out.. I was thinking is the matter veri serious.. She said will involve many ppl.. I was worried.. Hmmx.. The moral of the story is dun ever force a gal to speak when she dun wan to.. But somehow I managed to guess what is it.. I mean that's what I speculated.. I'm not sure whether I'm rite or not..

She juz say something that will make me happy.. The feeling of me guessing it correctly is getting nearer and nearer.. I should have juz calm myself down and not force her.. I will only make things worst..

When I asked her whether I can know Amanda.. She's like abit weird weird de.. I duno why.. She keep asking me is it I like Amanda.. Hmmx.. I was like I dun even know Amanda.. How to like her.. Even when Jiamin reached her place.. She refuse to alight the car and keep probing into it.. I was thinking why she wanted to know so much.. Hmmx.. After some coaxing den she reali went home..

I was on my way home.. She sms me.. I replied.. And a call came in.. I was shocked.. I tot who is it.. It's veri late alreadi.. Yup it's Jiamin.. She probing the same issue again.. Hmmx.. With her actions.. I roughly know what she's thinking alreadi.. And it reinforces my speculation of what she wan to say to me..

I know I can't touch ur heart now..
So it doesn't matter which kind of luv if I can stay with ya..
Cuz I knw the separated ones go beyond time & space & get together..
Becuz of ya, I will keep waiting becuz of ya..
This is the tot that fills my heart now..
I will always like & luv ya..

*I feel so xing fu with her*

*MerQu|s3*^^ aka *yeKai*^^

It's exams again.. I was so sianz.. But I was glad that Jiamin is working as hard as me.. Giving me the motivation to study.. To strive on.. I have been sms her everyday and nite.. Almost non stop.. Haha.. In the end I know that I will exceed my free sms quota.. But I still continue on.. Cuz she is the only reason I'm happy now.. Thankz for everything Jiamin..

I know I can't touch ur heart now..
So it doesn't matter which kind of luv if I can stay with ya..
Cuz I knw the separated ones go beyond time & space & get together..
Becuz of ya, I will keep waiting becuz of ya..
This is the tot that fills my heart now..
I will always like & luv ya..

*I feel so xing fu with her*

*MerQu|s3*^^ aka *yeKai*^^

I spend my whole day with Alys and Jiamin.. It was fun.. Went to Settler's cafe.. It was my first time there.. And it's also is my first time having a great and fun outing with Jiamin.. She juz made my day.. I'm veri happy.. For that moment I juz feel I'm the most xingfu guy on earth.. Heee.. =P I simply lurve the ugly dolls game.. It roxs!! I juz kept bullying Jiamin by snatching all the cards away.. Hehe.. =P And Jiamin reali smilex like I nvr see before.. I was so glad.. She is reali opening up more unlike the past.. It's reali being a long time since she beams.. =)

We went for Hongkong dimsum at Katong.. Hmmx.. The food there was so so only.. In fact I dun think it's nice.. After the dinner or supper.. We went to Alys' place.. Sitting inside the car.. We chat and chat.. It was reali fun.. Jiamin kept disturbing me.. Wanna touch my smooth skin!! Hehe.. =P Yup I have smooth skin ok!! Bleahx.. >_<~

How I wish that the time will not tick.. And we can stay in that time zone forever..

I know I can't touch ur heart now..
So it doesn't matter which kind of luv if I can stay with ya..
Cuz I knw the separated ones go beyond time & space & get together..
Becuz of ya, I will keep waiting becuz of ya..
This is the tot that fills my heart now..
I will always like & luv ya..

*I feel so xing fu with her*

*MerQu|s3*^^ aka *yeKai*^^